bye brandy...bundung...

today's a relatively good day. i went to send brandon off with leni and anto. im actually quite happy for bran coz he's been wanting to go for soo long.. and he's been so unhappy in ns.. well, i'll miss him... cant wait for him to be my first vet friend thoe.. hehe. 5 yrs. hmm.. talkin abt future.. sigh. ceci still has yet to decide on wad she wants..i guess i'll stick to my original plan..study biz.. marketing.. i told leni i may consider arts n soci too thoe.. find out more abt sociology,social work n psychology.. was watching a documentary on kids with ADHD n dyslexia.. a chord was struck in me.. i wanna b sumone hu wud b patient to these kids...kids with so much talent yet face so much more difficulty compared to others in life. i wanna b with em to uncover their potential, to shine... yet a biz degree sounds more sound to me.. yea.. since ive alwaz dreamt tt i'll work in a big company.. b a typical professional working class, in suits, doing presentations and... hang out in pubs in e evenins...haha.shallow but i guess its sumthing i alwaz pic myself doin..besides, leni n i both figured tt it wudnt require a general psychology decree to b with kids.. n i recalled a friend i met in akltg teaching dyslexic kids..i'll go ask her more abt it.. hmm,it was a pretty nice day out with leni.he's great company.. still the cheeky guy i knew n fell for 2 yrs ago.. im glad we're still friends.. its been say 3 wks plus since me n ramesh broke up.. it still hurts a lil now and then.. but i guess i know wad i shld b doin to help myself move on.. i rem e reason y i chose to let go.. *kenny g's playin in e background* kinda suits this time of e evenin... n my mood.. at peace,soft,gentle yet a lil melancholic.. there are things i guess i'll neva get to tell ramesh.. tt i thank him for caring for me, for the times he stood by me when no one was there, for everything he has done for me.. but i guess its fine.. mayb its gd tt he neva found out.. i'll prolly juz move on and forget everything in time to come.. n tt's wad i really wanna do at this pt in time..