Sunday, August 08, 2004

ha.. i think ive alot to say sia.
k..today..im kinda disgusted by my paternal family..they're ridiculous.. they're alwaz scheming to get money outta my ah ma.. gross.utterly. my mum told me today sumthing's wrong with my granny's kidney...n everyone seems to b eyeing on her money. argh. my aunt went to her with a stack of bills..n den expect my granny to pay since my granny has been helpin my family..my granny told my mum my aunt went with a stack of pawn receipts too. sheesh. how money minded can adults get? accordin to my mum.. my other aunt is doin e same thing now.. n everyone is attemptin to get close to my granny on e pretext of _____ fill in e blank.. i feel sad for my grandma.. i wud want to go visit her often but mayb coz ive neva been really close to her n coz she's bullied my mum bad when i was young.. i haven been able to make myself do it.. another reason may b coz my other aunts r real san gu liu pos...meanin gossip queens.. i dun want to b put in any situation where they can gossip.. i noe this is a big fat excuse..coz since my intentions r clear..i shldnt give a damn abt wad they gossip.. sumtimes i really look up to my mum... as much as my grandma bullied my mum..my mum forgave her.. sumting that i do not knoe how to do i guess..but i dun wanna regret shld anything happen to my granny. i wanna show her love n concern..*but m i able to do it? =(* im not a saint.

think im really stubborn n unforgivin at times.. i think my granny n my dad r ppl i haven been particularly nice to.. i get really angry with em quite often..my temper hardly shorter with anyone else.. sigh. its terrible.

i had alot of fun at dinner today..went chompz with my sis n her bf..gosh we ate like pigs. 3 of us had: 4chicken wings,1fried oysters,a bbq stingray,sotong,sambal kangkong plus a rice each. i had 2 mugs of apple orange juice while gab n sam had a giant sugar cane juice.plus dessert -tis snow ice thing. nice. after that we took a long walk to e bus stop n we saw for e first time of our lives.... a monsterous looking dog.lol. at first glance in e dark... i really tot its sum funny alien lookin thing.. with 2 big fish ball eyes protrudin outtin its head..walkin on 4s and its head is bigger den its body..damn ger gian. (interestin) haha. its a french bulldog.. i swear his eyes r like 2 big fishballs protrudin from its head..haha. we had a good chat with his master..e guy was tellin us how funny him n his wife e tot e dog looked e first time they saw it.. woah..we tried e foot message stone pathway on our way back too.pain sia..haha. i tot it wud b a breeze but e 3 of us ended up ouchin n laffin e whole way man..

yest was really fun.. i went JB with kerlin n jac... kerlin drove us in coz he needed to get cigarettes... jac had loadsa fun shoppin. haha. we got to jb at 11plus..den at 1.30..we rushed out coz we had class at 2.*grinZ* mad rush...after sch i went to akltg to work..it was fun...aside e fact tt i got picked on for my shoes by e usual gal hu picks on me..@#)$_#$haha. i was wearin slippers.. but i brought shoes to change actually but my older colleagues told me no need to change. ha. dun care la.. pick on me for all she like. im not scared of her. bleah.hate to whine..but wa liew. she has to pick on me very single time.... wad is she tryin to prove sia? she's more able? more popular? sheesh. im not fighting with her....she gives me a look of distaste every time i see her u noe..gross. i try to b nice.. i smile..really. a heartfelt smile.. but she has to act like a bitch... lalala. n after work.. i went centro..aha
fiona won e pageant..she's e gal i haf a big crush on. i look at her every lect k.. i think she's really coool. got e Xfactor but apparently hmm e rest think she's juz ok.. haha. woohoo.. shiauhui saw her cute nerd boy at e bash..she was so happy.kekeke. im happy tt she had fun..........................*wink wink*




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