a new yr

the old has gone.. the new has come.
time flies doesnt it?

again, im stuck in a hole where there's so much running thru my head n makin me so very confused.

gonna juz pen sum down b4 i run outta hse to meet my gfs and work tonite.

for those ive hurt, been unkind to,disappointed, could haf been kinder to, im sorry.

i think i do rather stay home today n juz reflect on my past misdeeeds bt i guess committments r committments. ive committed myself to work, n i told my gfs i'll b joining them yest.

to u too, i have been listening! ive heard u! i have i have i have

i dunno wad i can do to b kinder to u, bt believe me.. im trying..
i'll let u deal with it ur way.
if it means walking away from me.. yea. i consent. i wun fight it anymore.

okie. may it b a betta new yr to everyone ..