talking to my dearie lil bro who is studying in london cheers me up.
hee.
he is assigned to go arnd london on my behalf.
go see see look look where is nice to play..
so when its my turn to go, i'll know where to hit.

HEE.
LONDON EYE, wait for ceci!


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I have a weird thot.
i noe my thot is silly n insignificant.
but, sometimes i wonder to myself if I believe in God because of fear and insecurity.
fear of e unknown. fear of not getting wad i want in life.
then, i reasoned out to myself, they may be supporting causes but essentially, i believe He exists. too much coincidences n things that haf happened over e yrs to prove to me His existence.
then again, i wonder...
if i really do believe He exists, y isit that there r still sins that i committ? hmm, too many to name really, things like materialism, worldly secular stuff..
hmm, n i wonder too, that if i cant fully kick all that bad stuff away, will God still help me get what i want?

hmm