daniel's chalet

wooh..seems like a long time i haven written anything.i stopped bloggin coz i decided that my blogs r alwaz filled with tears. hate that..ha. i got back from daniel's chalet champ this mornin. stayed over there last nite with a big bunch. i think i hardly drank so much..got really really giddy..we played truth or truth.. gosh.. i feel so kiddy..honestly.. with bunch of 21 yr old boys.er.. how interestin can that get? leni din join in.. haha. he chose not to.. n i guess im glad he din.. ha. we kinda got into a mini arguement last nite..something over me bein over arrogant..i noe ive faults.. n i hate it that no matter how 100% i put.. i can neva please e whole world.. n e ppl hu matter to me.i think im becomin real skeptical.. i hate e way life goes.. PMSin again? i think leni's down too.. i can feel it.. but e me now simply refuse to do anything or mayb i feel that i cant do anything rite... im becomin a coward. i jus feel like runnin away. leave everything behind n juz take off. got rejected by smu n nus. i think i expected it.. so im not too sad.. i applied to sim already thoe..
God, im weak...i'm really tired n thirsty.pls help ceci walk out of it. Amen.