Thursday, July 15, 2004

coachin-thats wad i did today.. decent day.. juz tt my evenin wasnt all that positive. got a lift from gary back..he seem to b juz sayin a biz degree isnt worth much.. kinda negative... as much as i wanna take it as he was givin me wad he thinks is e real world.. i felt really put down.. sometimes i wonder wads e definition of true friendship.. bein truthful ?but i honestly din feel his concern.. feel like cryin it out coz these ppl were my friens.. wadeva sia...life goes on.. n i wud still hang on..his opinions aint useful..i'll show him..
hmm..i was notty today thoe. i din wear black to coach coz i think e black polo tee is really a bad match with 3quartz..n it was rainin so i din wanna wear jeans.. n i din think outfit was such a big thing..let's juz say it din go un noticed.well...i suspect it wudnt b e end for me for wearing blue today.there's bound to b sumone bitchin abt it.. sumtimes i really wonder if im juz bein over suspicious? but i cant help it when it comes to this particular person..she makes me feel like she's alwayz hawkin down on me..n den again..choices haf consequences..i chose not to wear black. well..at least i dare to say i really do my best when it comes to thinkin e best of others' intentions.and i dun act like a bitch when it comes to other gals..

wa liew.stupid day sia.. cant believe that im even troubled by wad colour i wore... sheesh.wad e heck man.mayb next time i'll even b bothered by e colour of my underwear.haha. sumtimes i think i think too much. hmm..but we shall see if im right after all.. dun think anyone wud understand wad ive been sayin this whole blog..lol. but den again..its my blog.. u dun haf to understand.. *grinz*

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