money stinks...

today's main issue is abt money. aunt siew peng din want to guarantor my education loan. as much as we're relatives... i guess when it comes to money..everyone's e same.. im not exactly crushed by it..aunty agnes was really discouragin thoe. she din think i cud make it.. i quote her-do u think u can make it? i noe wad she thinks thoe..sad as it sounds... i wouldnt let her deter me. her opinion doesnt matter. wad matters is whether i think i can make it.. n i noe i wud. by calculation.. i need to come up with abt 800 a mth.my mum says she n my dad wud do their best.. but i noe i cannot depend on them..ive to fight my way for that 800.
good news is that God is faithful... Janice juz called me to give me a tuition kid.. im gettin 180 for that-8times of 1.5hr sessions a mth. n ive gotten an ascend smart science assignment too. 25an hr-every sat 1230-1730. so ive settled 580..
i juz spoke to kelly-my colleague from akltg. really encouraged by her.. i juz told jeff i'll need to settle sch n money first n den im lookin forward to b involved in dream factory..God.. i need Your strength n wisdom. the battle is startin.. as much as im afraid... i look forward to it..

on a lighter tone.. was out with desmond today.. sigh. my boy's in a messy relationship... i wish him e best.. but at the same time i want him to know he'll alwaz haf a friend in me...k..im goin to slp now.. n wake up tmr fresh for sch... good nite everyone...