keming em3

i had a really wonderful day today~ i went to keming primary.. coach e em3 program. i totally fell in love with e kids... really e best em3 bunch ive eva seen.. they're totally receptive and trusting.. tt's wad i feel abt em. i had a really good time... felt abit sad for em too thoe..coz i noe in em3..they prob feel really lousy abt emselves.. and there are definitely a lot of ppl who makes fun of em.. like i was chattin one of e boys up.. n he was tellin me e em2 classes put em down.. wad i observed abt em3s is that quite a big group of them comes from lower end families..as in..they're really e poorer kids.. sum of em din even haf enough money to eat. i wanted to buy em food... but my purse was empty today after takin cab to work.. 18.90.(can claim la..) sigh. i borrowed 1 buck from my colleague to lend one of em..n to another i emptied e 70cents i haf in my purse..
haha. i think another reason y i m really happy is cooz....................... the kids told me..................... tt........... Im pretty~muahahaha! heehee. ah well.. a bunch of gals la.. i was with em durin a break n chattin with em.. n den they all went.. u very pretty u noe.. haha. so cute rite? actually i think children r really cute.. they like to tell me tt.. *beams* haha. alrite... mayb im not tt pretty..but at least im pretty in their eyes.. =) it happened at a couple of schs... haha. i told my colleague desmond.. n he was laffin.. hmph..

hmm.. it feels really good that im liked.. to b really honest.. i talk to these p6s.. like they're really my friens n my age.. sigh. i wonder if tt's a sign tt im really childish......................... a lil gal trapped in a woman's body? sounds weird.haha. a couple of em guessed tt im in my 20s thoe..like 25.. Zzzzzzzzz

i left e sch early coz im only on a half day duty..took a bus back.. n e journey took 1.25 hr... met sayanee..my cedar vice head prefect n aj student council vice president frien at e kap bus stop..we were both takin 74 back.. had a good chat with her... found out that she's in contact with one of my sec 3-4 classmates i was quite close to.took sayanee's msn addy.. i think i'll b able to catch quite a few of my cedar friens.. yea~

i got home n i zonked out.. *ceci juz woke up* *guilty expression* haha. gonna catch spore idol in 20 mins.. n spend e rest of my evenin on my essay... i want a high distinction~

oo i was out at orchard lib yesterday workin on it..quite happy that i got to spend abit of time with myself.sortin out sum tots.. i made a list on reasons y i need to work very hard yesterday... will type in ltr on this even.. after tt i walked arnd far east..... sigh. i miss shoppin... it feels really bad walkin arnd n knowin u're really too broke to get anything.. haha. tt's one reason y i need to work hard.. i deserve good stuff.shoppin..nice clothes.. nice shoes..followin tt.. i met sheena n mel for dinner in bishan... mel.. my sec 1-4 classmate.. but i was neva close to her till cj.. when we ran for council.. she's a hot babe.. im happy she's doin well in arts n soci..