Tuesday, May 24, 2005

had a pretty interesting day i wud say..
meetin with jamie,edward,leon for dreamfactory today. we're progressin... =) i juz did sum research for grant schemes in spore. gonna compile it n send it to leon asap. kinda excited coz i found quite a couple that r really interesting... like one for local aspiring writers. i was readin a blog juz now..n she was talkin abt writin a book.. gonna juz drop e gal a msg if she's interested. we were at edward's bar cum office at substation.. Timber's gonna open in 3wks. haha. met edward's partner as well-Danny. he's part of Ublues. kinda interestin talkin to e fellas. ed,leon,danny. talkin abt women, how much we r neva satisfied-which me n jamie provided arguement for.. haha. they also went on suanin us on our preference towards indian men-which again we provided gd reason. =)

haven spoken to ram since last nite. i saw him online.. but i juz din know wad to say n since he din initiate conversation, i left it as tat. i dunno wads up with his nick thoe. its CARE FOR ME in caps. it doesnt sound like e ram i noe.. is he implyin that i dun care enuff? all i can say is.. ram, i care more den u imagine.. but e disappointment is really gettin too much to bear.

danny was talkin abt how sum ppl leave strings hangin in e air when it comes to relationships. its hard to tell whether these strings r juz make believe or if there's indeed sum point in hanging on to a tiny bit of hope.

im not sure if there is really point in all our quarrels ram. i know u haf ur issues. i haf em too.. n i do indeed do my best to accomodate and understand. but sumtimes ur actions and words make me wonder if there's really even any point for me to hang on to this tiny bit of hope.

ping asked if there is any chance between me n u. i told her no. but i know deep down i have this tiny bit of hope. this hope that mayb things will eventually work out between us.. n that i can make u really happy. but i doubt i can.. i tried.. n mayb a tad too much for my own likin n pride.

oh well..im gonna go slp. gotta rise early ltr......
i like jamie cullum..

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