Sunday, April 17, 2005

exams exams... pls dun come..

dang dang dang! ive exams like in a wk! sheesh. this is damn bad la. barely started. shit. crap. say with me... F**K!!!

hahaha. haiz. i cant wait to change my blog template... so sick of this current one. obiang. but since its done up by my dear frien woodie.. i shant hiam too much. hiakx. wad to do.. im e most computer unsavy gal in e universe...........*mayb a lil exaggerated* oh well.. haha. anywayz.. juz read my dear sgt huang's blog.hehe. had a good luff... coz he blogged abt me! hahaaha. sayin that i went thru shit..resurfacing to go into more shit. HHahaha. how true rite? sigh. its a pattern in my life. i cant be anymore hopeless.. haha. self depricating again? aiyo. honestly.. i cmi at times la. like at being a gal- being a gal gal.. i keep losing things. im alwaz in messes. but well.. im not all that lousy at everything lei.. for one............. for one........................... for one........ hmmx. dang! nutting.

sigh. ey..my blog really cmi lei. no tagboard..even my links dun work. sheesh. but anyway.. i think my blog is juz for fun one la. not for anyone to read. juz me. good old me.. n prob my closest closest friens.. i think at least it tells em im unhappy when i say it.

let me see..wad happened recently? my dear ram appeared on tv! wahaha. sum stardom. anywayz.. its central........ sum indian documentary.wahaha. they interviewed him on e 800ppl seminar akltg is conductin at SP. ram thinks he spoke tamil like hokien. japalang-rojak! haha. haf to agree.. no flair la dear.. =) (haha. even ram doesnt haf my blog add-thats how pathetic u are blog.........) oh ya. sigh. n after he appeared on tv. he wudnt even hug me goodbye when he saw me up my bus at e interchange. sobz. how sad. see wad stardom does to sumone~

anyhowz... raj saw e documentary. there goes my chances with e guy? hahaha. im kiddin.. ram ram.. u... are... not that great! ceci can do better! hmph. grinz.. hahaha. im kiddin again la. haiz. things with ram haven been all that smooth flowin. think again coz he's consumed with work. 24-7.sianz. i hardly get to talk to him! like 5mins a day?sheesh. i think deep down im upset coz he's not puttin in effort..but on e other hand.. im doin my best not to b bothered..coz ultimately..he's juz another guy.. wahaha. wad arrogance from ceci huh? oh well.

let me see... wad else... i did a really silly thing with sgt huang on fri..hahaha. we went to e supermarket.. den he asked me do e Jennifer aniston - cannot reach e tallest rack thing. n e sillier thing is... i complied. ahahaa. well..it provided a good luff.. haha.

sigh. was kinda sian yest.. sigh. kinda driftin away from a gd frien. she seems cold..but den again.. i may b over sensitive. sigh. i sound so insecure again. sheesh. oh well. tat's juz whiny whiny..neva grow up ceci la huh.

sigh. ok.... to my useless blog.. u haf fulfilled ur duty as a blog. u took wadeva shit i wrote...
now..im gonna sign out.. n go study..............................

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