i will b fine.............

sumone i held close to my heart told me juz he had a crush on sumone... n he took her out for dinner this eve.. was a lil taken aback when i first heard it.. muz say e shock got me stunned for a moment.. den again.. now ive regained my composure. well... i know i can handle it.. im juz shocked coz i neva really tot he'll ask anyone out but me. oh well... but den again, he's not mine now n neither does he haf to b nice to me.who he chooses to bring out is really none of my concern. it juz caught me coz ive alwaz expected him to b nice. to me.

honest admittance..

well... i dunno wads left of his feelins for me n me for him. i noe i was feelin disappointed coz i haven found anyone i really want at this pt..so he's alwaz been like my security thing. u guys noe wad i mean?


aiya...... anyway.. i hate feelin so dependent. will bounce outta it. i shldnt even feel anything coz its history...

hmm. wretched finance test on my day... 15/9! im gonna b a big gal.
well. at least ive started preparin. muz study way b4 hand so i can playyyyyyyyyyy