sigh. so much work.
caught up with my t2 babes yest... chomps n ice3. e latter reminded me of ram coz he loves e place.. ram n i r talkin again.. haha. haiz. but no chem le lei it seems. mayb coz we both haf so much work. ram's new office's apparently near e national lib. quite cool. near timbre. can take him there.

its a weird wkend.. unexpected ppl msged me.. haha. makes me wonder if i send wrong vibes... hello.. im not a fling gal dudes.. my friendship is all i can offer yea? haha. aigh. i dun seem to trust older guys easily.. they juz seem more complex. not sayin i dun clique with em.. i do.. in fact very well.. but their intentions alwaz set me wondering.. ppl my age r alwaz simplier. seriously. there's neva a 21-23 who intrigues me.. sadly, e young punks dun attract me either.

i think im a very picky gal. seriously. i dun need my guy to b very cute.. but its a muz that he is intelligent and secure abt himself. in fact..those i fall for are normally ppl who haf a stable career, seen e world, yet haf a child like mentality. as in.. like ram! haha. i love his kindness... his gentle gentle spirit. sadly... like i told sumone- once u hit ur threshold... its over..and u noe that things juz arent meant to b. n it does feel like that..

we may still make out.. but its more like a companion thingy.. not a love love thing. mayb im juz at another phase of my life.


sigh. so fuggin tied down by work. taught for half a day.. n waitressed e evenin away. aigh. so damn tired. but i still haf to rush e blardy OE. nabei.