God
was at work on thurs.
it so happened tt my 2 colleagues were havin a bible study at lunch when i joined em.
bits of info juz got stuck in my head.
one of the questions they had to answer was " What does the fact of Jesus's resurrection mean?"
haha. funny that it seem like a simple question.. but when i was thinking of the answer.. i cudnt go pass wad i call the superficial answer. i was thinking along the lines of believin in a living god..that we know our god is strong enuff to overcome even death. wad my colleague cherie shared kinda enlightened me. she was taking abt His resurrection meaning strength and power over sin. simple answer. but sumthing that is so real.
to be honest.. i haven been to church for a looong time.. like 4-5years. more like i stopped feeling that i deserve god's love... coz im juz another sinful human and i dun have the strength to choose wad he wants for me.
cherie also shared about believing in our salvation. sumthing about.. god will neva forsake anyone who has accepted him. we may turn away.. but He will constantly call us back.
i have to be honest.. in my heart i know what she said is true.
He's constantly being brought into my mind.
i know the bible studies session wasnt a coincidence.
i know what shared during the session wasnt coincidence.
i know that the invite to join them for the bible study sessions they are having wasnt a coincidence.
ive been thinking abt god alot of late.
ive even dreamt abt Him when i found out my grandpa is sick.
had this dream of my grandpa being at the edge of a cliff,at the bottom of which is burning hell.
woke in e middle of e nite and prayed knowing the dream is real.
what happened today too wasnt a coincidence.
felt so broken after seeing sum ppl.
i see it happening in cycles.
its not e first time of my life when i start thinking abt god.. n things fall into place to break my spirit and to bring me to e realisation that mayb He is indeed reaching out to me.
weird way U work God.
but i m small and mayb too small to be worth Your attention.
it so happened tt my 2 colleagues were havin a bible study at lunch when i joined em.
bits of info juz got stuck in my head.
one of the questions they had to answer was " What does the fact of Jesus's resurrection mean?"
haha. funny that it seem like a simple question.. but when i was thinking of the answer.. i cudnt go pass wad i call the superficial answer. i was thinking along the lines of believin in a living god..that we know our god is strong enuff to overcome even death. wad my colleague cherie shared kinda enlightened me. she was taking abt His resurrection meaning strength and power over sin. simple answer. but sumthing that is so real.
to be honest.. i haven been to church for a looong time.. like 4-5years. more like i stopped feeling that i deserve god's love... coz im juz another sinful human and i dun have the strength to choose wad he wants for me.
cherie also shared about believing in our salvation. sumthing about.. god will neva forsake anyone who has accepted him. we may turn away.. but He will constantly call us back.
i have to be honest.. in my heart i know what she said is true.
He's constantly being brought into my mind.
i know the bible studies session wasnt a coincidence.
i know what shared during the session wasnt coincidence.
i know that the invite to join them for the bible study sessions they are having wasnt a coincidence.
ive been thinking abt god alot of late.
ive even dreamt abt Him when i found out my grandpa is sick.
had this dream of my grandpa being at the edge of a cliff,at the bottom of which is burning hell.
woke in e middle of e nite and prayed knowing the dream is real.
what happened today too wasnt a coincidence.
felt so broken after seeing sum ppl.
i see it happening in cycles.
its not e first time of my life when i start thinking abt god.. n things fall into place to break my spirit and to bring me to e realisation that mayb He is indeed reaching out to me.
weird way U work God.
but i m small and mayb too small to be worth Your attention.
2 Comments:
girl, you know, i have been thinking about going to church a lot more these couple of weeks..
something is missing somewhere somehow inside me, and i think that's god.
i kinda agree with what you said, except i am so sinful that to bring myself to step back into church......... i just feel like i am not good enough for god.
and it does not help that i am surrounded by people who are mostly anti-god/religion. want to go church together???
sigh..gal..i juz saw ur comment. i feel e same way too..(e sinful thing) n tt's e reason y i refuse to go to church. there're things i dun wanna let go off n i know i shld.. go to church ? hmmz. u go ahead ba.. i dun think i'll b ready anytime soon to go back.. i think im a rebel. there r too much things i'd rather take into my own hands now.i can juz picture myself turning up for church one wkend n stop goin after a few wks. =)
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