Tuesday, January 03, 2006

a couple of new experiences lately...

first cigarette stick.
no kidding. im smoking. not.
=)

first time bar maiding.
Obar is pretty fun. i kinda think e floor crew is a bunch of pretty nice ppl.
met sum amazing ppl there too. they who haf a full time job in the day, and still waitressed/waitered by the bar in e evenings. these ppl sleep like 2-3hrs on days they were working at Obar.
i think that's sumthing.
hmm. went for their staff party..
got passed a name card of an asst manager of another outlet. briefly spoke to e guy by e bar but went to join nana on the dance floor when my another colleague came n passed me e card. took e card n smiled but i din really noe wad it meant then. since ppl give namecards all the time.

kunji juz told me that it meant that e person who gave e card probably meant for me to call back. bt well, y wud i wanna call a guy i dun really noe? kunji also said that its common practice that the person who gave the card wud normally linger arnd e gal's workplace after work hrs n mayb bring e gal for supper if the gal does msg.
haha. sumting new ive learnt!

sold calsberg outside obar on new yr's eve.. me, my another colleague n e calsberg gal sold a total of 50cans. not alot in my opinion esp when there was a calsberg gal. bt funnily, one of the managers i dunno, from another outlet, came n shook my hand n told me its a job well done. so weird.. i think it cud haf been my friendly service which got noticed. hahaha. *m i not thick skinned*

hmmz. wondering if i shld cont to waitress for obar now that my assignments r over.
bt i dun think so i guess. reasons: well, bars arent the Godliest places. i din think it was so big a deal intially, bt as i waitressed there more, it came pretty clear what worldly temptations and values there r out there.

sumting that's beeen coming to my mind a lot recently. trusting God, and discipline. haha. u cant imagine how undisciplined my mind can b.. for sum obscure reason, my mind wanders to far far places during sermons. been praying against it thoe, so no worries janice! *i know u'll b reading this* had this dream abt God too. something abt Him saying to give all burdens to Him and He'll take them all. i was crying in my dream.
well, things happen for a reason.

juz had a little arguement with he who shant b named.. see, i wasnt sure if one of his posts was for me.so i told him that if it was for me.. i din treat him e way he saw it to b. bt he said it wasnt for me. in a way, i was caught in between-surprise, a mixture of relief but at the same time a tad of disappointment.den i asked him who it was for, since it was a promise bet us that if we do find sumone else, we'll tell each other. n i reminded him that he broke his promise. at this, he flared up. n told me to stop assuming things.
i noe i was, n i noe its inappropriate. bt if i din care, i wudnt ask rite?

whateva it is.. i m really glad im gonna stop all that nonsense. i quit. whateva games u r playing, u can go play em with whoeva u want to.
=)

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