a bundle of emotions in a single day.
started off with anticipation n worry at 7.30am as i woke up n made my way down to cityhall.
got there n the worried feeling peaked right at e entrance n registration when the lady there told me i may b a lil toooooo short n there were like 300 ppl ahead of me.
oh wells. i tot to myself then, mayb it juz wansnt meant to b. but sumthing in me fought on and asked e lady for a chance to get to e interviews, n at least be eliminated at e kebaya round when they took e height again.
n... wad i was prepared for din happen eventually when i did get to e kebaya round!yes,sure my height was noticed. but, e lady very very graciously n mercifully let me put on e kebaya n sent me to e 1-1 interview.
OMG! i actually made it thru! GOD's Grace i did. i was literally high,screaming n cheering inside. coz, tt was e most scary round to me becoz of my vertical disadvantage. i wasnt so worried abt interviews coz ive alwaz believed that a sincere heart will not go un-noticed. grp interviews/1-1 interviews.
i proceeded to e 1-1 interview after a 1hr lunch. me and a fellow hopeful grabbed a quick lunch n got back to e interview rooms. we reported early and they arranged for us to b interviewed. Within a couple of mins, i was brought to e interviewer. He din seem too friendly, i guess he was prob really tired after hearing so many ppl talk. but sumhow i was juz rattling on like my usual self. finally after sum oral passage i had to read, he said: ok, well done. i m putting u to e water confidence round.
=) YAY.
i guess e hightlight of whole thing was really when e lady told me i cudnt make it right at e entrance but i pressed on. SUMHOW I DID. n i m shocked now actually thinking abt it. i think i tot to myself at that moment, COME ON CECI, R U GONNA GIVE UP WITHOUT EVEN FIGHTING? n i knew i'll regret it if i din do wadeva i cud.
so yea, ppl, i made it.
n i m really proud to say... i fought for it. but it wudnt haf been possible if it hadnt been for alot of u guys.
A Fellow hopeful i met there asked me,"did u come alone?"
i said.. ya! but with a lot of blessings. n i was smiling to myself.
I m really grateful for those of u who had faith in me, believed in me, told me i cud make it, n prayed for me.
sam, ram, mummy, fiane, jansen, monkey, emil, jamie, yulong, sara, my lil bro bjorn, aunty lina,agnes n siew peng.
thanx. n really, wad i went thru today made me realise how much i want it, n more imptly, how i shld b fighting for wad i want.
i dare say, i noe wad its means to DO WADEVA IT TAKES finally. ive preached it tens of times, n today, i practised it.
sounds like ive summed up alot of things for a day?
well. my day din quite end there actually. as much as i thot it wud be when i got that slip of paper to proceed to e next round.
thereafter,i got to my paternal grandma's place for my grandpa's 88th bday.
it was good till when a Big quarrel erupted between my mum n my fav cousin's mum, who btw isnt my fav aunt. i know my mum fought with her to protect us. its over sum $$ issues btw, wads new. She spoke of past debts with my dad.. n i noe my mum got defensive coz all my cousins were arnd n she din want us to b dragged in in any way becoz of sumthing my dad did. so..e quarrel escalated into sumthing really bad. she cried. n ltr my mum broke down as well. it wasnt e ordinary kinda breaking down. it was e heart ripped open kind. words can neva describe how painful e moment was for her. haf u guys seen ur mum cry? i can say its a heart breaking experience,lookin at how shattered my mum was at that moment.
it all made me decide that i have to work so much harder for those i love. n i can neva give enuf thanx wad a great family i have. my mum n sam.
we r hanging in there, n we will do well.*ps, my smart sis juz told me she is one of e top 5 students in MDIS doin their bradford degree.. I M BEAMING.
started off with anticipation n worry at 7.30am as i woke up n made my way down to cityhall.
got there n the worried feeling peaked right at e entrance n registration when the lady there told me i may b a lil toooooo short n there were like 300 ppl ahead of me.
oh wells. i tot to myself then, mayb it juz wansnt meant to b. but sumthing in me fought on and asked e lady for a chance to get to e interviews, n at least be eliminated at e kebaya round when they took e height again.
n... wad i was prepared for din happen eventually when i did get to e kebaya round!yes,sure my height was noticed. but, e lady very very graciously n mercifully let me put on e kebaya n sent me to e 1-1 interview.
OMG! i actually made it thru! GOD's Grace i did. i was literally high,screaming n cheering inside. coz, tt was e most scary round to me becoz of my vertical disadvantage. i wasnt so worried abt interviews coz ive alwaz believed that a sincere heart will not go un-noticed. grp interviews/1-1 interviews.
i proceeded to e 1-1 interview after a 1hr lunch. me and a fellow hopeful grabbed a quick lunch n got back to e interview rooms. we reported early and they arranged for us to b interviewed. Within a couple of mins, i was brought to e interviewer. He din seem too friendly, i guess he was prob really tired after hearing so many ppl talk. but sumhow i was juz rattling on like my usual self. finally after sum oral passage i had to read, he said: ok, well done. i m putting u to e water confidence round.
=) YAY.
i guess e hightlight of whole thing was really when e lady told me i cudnt make it right at e entrance but i pressed on. SUMHOW I DID. n i m shocked now actually thinking abt it. i think i tot to myself at that moment, COME ON CECI, R U GONNA GIVE UP WITHOUT EVEN FIGHTING? n i knew i'll regret it if i din do wadeva i cud.
so yea, ppl, i made it.
n i m really proud to say... i fought for it. but it wudnt haf been possible if it hadnt been for alot of u guys.
A Fellow hopeful i met there asked me,"did u come alone?"
i said.. ya! but with a lot of blessings. n i was smiling to myself.
I m really grateful for those of u who had faith in me, believed in me, told me i cud make it, n prayed for me.
sam, ram, mummy, fiane, jansen, monkey, emil, jamie, yulong, sara, my lil bro bjorn, aunty lina,agnes n siew peng.
thanx. n really, wad i went thru today made me realise how much i want it, n more imptly, how i shld b fighting for wad i want.
i dare say, i noe wad its means to DO WADEVA IT TAKES finally. ive preached it tens of times, n today, i practised it.
sounds like ive summed up alot of things for a day?
well. my day din quite end there actually. as much as i thot it wud be when i got that slip of paper to proceed to e next round.
thereafter,i got to my paternal grandma's place for my grandpa's 88th bday.
it was good till when a Big quarrel erupted between my mum n my fav cousin's mum, who btw isnt my fav aunt. i know my mum fought with her to protect us. its over sum $$ issues btw, wads new. She spoke of past debts with my dad.. n i noe my mum got defensive coz all my cousins were arnd n she din want us to b dragged in in any way becoz of sumthing my dad did. so..e quarrel escalated into sumthing really bad. she cried. n ltr my mum broke down as well. it wasnt e ordinary kinda breaking down. it was e heart ripped open kind. words can neva describe how painful e moment was for her. haf u guys seen ur mum cry? i can say its a heart breaking experience,lookin at how shattered my mum was at that moment.
it all made me decide that i have to work so much harder for those i love. n i can neva give enuf thanx wad a great family i have. my mum n sam.
we r hanging in there, n we will do well.*ps, my smart sis juz told me she is one of e top 5 students in MDIS doin their bradford degree.. I M BEAMING.
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