its e beginning of another week. sch was good today..lessons were pretty ez to catch.. n im gettin closer to my new friens..there's 6 of us in e clique.. includin me n shiauhui..they're all really nice ppl. sylvia-this shopaholic indonesian gal from jj..she's really sweet n kind.she juz came back from langkawi and even thoe we've only been friens for 2 wks..she got us souvenirs.. i was really quite touched.. evelyn-this really pretty dolly gal all e guys r after..hehe.shes 22 but she looks sooo much like a like doll.. a lil gal too. she's alwaz smiling and really..she is very sweet.. den there's carrisa.. she's 22 too.she's a part time dancer at some clubs... i kinda look up to her for that coz she's juz so brave to even take up e job to earn money.. n maryanne- a pretty quiet but nice gal. haha.not to mention my shiauhui! hee. really glad i haf her with me.. listenin to all my rubbish...  funnily,i feel an immense sense of sincerity from this bunch of gals..... really thankful that i met them.. n i really believe that our friendship wud grow thru my time in sim..
 
e weekend was ended really fast.. i guess e most significant thing that happened was findin out ram's passin on sat.. i regret that i neva got e chance to tell her that her friendship mattered to me.. n that i wasnt there with her when she was fightin e battle. Fate is really unkind at times.death is really nearer than we all think.. i think ram's parents muz b  very sad...
 
e incident also made me realise i neva told my mum how much i love her.. neva had e courage to say e 3words.ironically.. i tell kids to say that to their parents. i made up with dad over e weekend. had a cold war with him last wk..din talk to him.. n i said really unhuman stuff.. i really hope to accept him for hu he is..but i find it really really difficult.. think im really screwed up at times.
 
ben n sam r doin fine.. ben doesnt seem to like sch..n sam seems to b away most of e time.. i miss her.. n i really m worried that she'll b hurt shld anything happen between gab n her.. i think once bitten twice shy.. as much as ive forgiven gab for doin crap to my sis.. i dun wanna see sam bein hurt again. its a really painful thing.. well.. i think i can only b here to support her. since its wad she wants.. i do hope she is studyin hard thoe..
 
ive yet to finish e write up.. i'll do it by tmr. will do it in sch.. better go to slp soon coz ive a long day tmr. ya..but now im gonna do sum plannin for my studies. gotta plan in time for readin n research.. as well as all e mindmaps.. n memory stuff. oh ya..fish.. i miss u too...