i finally caught harry potter today~! =) its not bad..i juz din like e endin...too abrupt..my appeal to smu din get thru.. was quite sad initially thoe i expected it.. ive been feelin that i wud end up at sim all e while actually..something tt i have yet to understand...whether if its due to all e rejection ive been gettin or isit wisdom...ive actually been prayin abt it for very long..from my anti sim stand to my receptivity to e sch.. ive been feelin that its where god wud want me to go..for its def a place that requires so much more discipline,focus and purpose.it wud definitely challenge me alot more there coz ive alwaz been dependent on e govt education syst..in a way...sim's a big change for me... i was really disappointed and afraid when i got e appeal result.. disappointed coz of rejection..afraid..coz im once again displaced from my comfort zone.. was really encouraged by dong thoe.. he said-god noes best.u can do it. simple words but they made me smile even when i was cryin.. It seems to me that god alwaz leaves me no choice but to believe n hope so.. he also said-wad cant kill me,makes me grow. the next 3 yrs r gonna b a real journey for me.. its gonna b excitin.. n its gonna b character shapin for me. Im gonna shine!

went for harry potter with xianquan..finally..i managed to watch e show..its not bad... but i felt really sad at parts of e movie.. felt harry's sense of loneliness really strongly... hmm..i din like e endin thoe..too abrupt.. hey..wanna say that my company was really wonderful.. xianquan..funnily..thoe i neva really knew him in jc..we became gd friens recently-after frank's chalet in may.. cool.. xianquan's a really nice guy.. very gentlemanly.. n he def is a decent guy... he juz sent me home in a cab actually..its 1.35am now...went for supper too..fat........haiz..
kk..i better get to slp..kinda tired..

ceci...fight to e end.....think long term-character... wad do u really want at e end of e day..