*pengz* its been such a loong day.. i was in sch studyin today with ash.. kinda slow in progress. sianz.*disappointed* sumtimes i think ive such a boring life....so limited. sch,work,friens... sheesh. ceci~ can u grow up? oh well..at least it was a good day..studyin with ash is nice... at least i din like keep talkin.. compared to when im with gals.. i mean.... we din talk abt stuff that wasnt useful ... haha.wadeva~ i cant think of a better way to put wad i wanna say across... haha. i was complainin to ash that for 2.5yrs..ive neva gotten a bday present from our clinque..he was sure surprised..muahahaa. i made him promise to buy me a big present from switzerland if he gets selected for this industrial attachment-he aint sure if he'll get selected thoe..coz its a 1 in hundreds kinda selection..but ive faith he stands a good chance..ash is a brillant boy...thoe he slacks big time.. oh well..even if he doesnt get selected..haha. he promised he'll buy me a big present with his first pay when he goes for attachment in jan....woohoo~ wa..at first he din believe that e grp hasnt celebrated my bday in 2yrs... but i called leni to confirm..talkin abt tt... sigh. i called at a really bad time.. he was at his grandad's wake.. i really wasnt aware. sigh. its so typical of me to get myself into such fixes... sheesh. is that all that im good at? haiz. i do knoe its not useful to put myself down.. but i do feel so.. sianz. anywayz... i called anto juz now to ask him if he wants to study with me n ash tmr..he may come down if he's not goin to shc..haha. im happy coz i miss anto..