when lonliness gets u...
u noe..
sumtimes i do look up to ppl who dare share openly abt their innermost turmoils.
these ppl r honest to themselves and definitely open to the world.
they blog things abt lonliness... rejection... n all that negativities abt life.
lonliness.
sumthing that catches up with all of us, one pt in time or another.
me inclusive.
somehow, i dun think ive expressed such an emotion to much of my close friens, not even my closest gurlies.
ask me y and i cant put a definite answer to it as well.
it does seem like im trying to hide it from everyone..
mayb i juz dun see a point in telling anyone since we all know that lonliness may be a state, n that it definitely can b overcame.
or mayb its juz an ego issue. *see, sumtimes i think that im superwoman. i can do all things and overcome all things* *nods* haha..
i dunno...
well well, here's to everyone who feels lonely once in a while,
noe that u haf e strength to overcome it. u r lovable, and certainly, there r tons of ppl who love u for who u are. think abt it for a while. im sure there r plenty of moments when a friend or family said and did sumting nice and made u feel really appreciated.
for me... hmm.. lets see wad made me smile today/the past few days.
-when silvia offered to bring me food when i was bz copying lect notes*coz i was late*, while everyone was out for their break.
-when my little cousins said,"celia jie jie, u wanna go shopping with us tmr?"
-when my grandma gave a big smile when me n sam sam gave her an angbao becoz its her birthday today.
-when benny very forgivingly not kicked up a big fuss when i lost his hp. 6670 lei. sigh. i feel so bad i can cry.
-when my mum tried to spend time with me watching dvd when both my younger siblings r out.
-when kerlin very kindly gave me a lift back the past few days.
-when jac agreed to go with me all the way to thomson plaza to walk arnd.
=)
sumtimes i do look up to ppl who dare share openly abt their innermost turmoils.
these ppl r honest to themselves and definitely open to the world.
they blog things abt lonliness... rejection... n all that negativities abt life.
lonliness.
sumthing that catches up with all of us, one pt in time or another.
me inclusive.
somehow, i dun think ive expressed such an emotion to much of my close friens, not even my closest gurlies.
ask me y and i cant put a definite answer to it as well.
it does seem like im trying to hide it from everyone..
mayb i juz dun see a point in telling anyone since we all know that lonliness may be a state, n that it definitely can b overcame.
or mayb its juz an ego issue. *see, sumtimes i think that im superwoman. i can do all things and overcome all things* *nods* haha..
i dunno...
well well, here's to everyone who feels lonely once in a while,
noe that u haf e strength to overcome it. u r lovable, and certainly, there r tons of ppl who love u for who u are. think abt it for a while. im sure there r plenty of moments when a friend or family said and did sumting nice and made u feel really appreciated.
for me... hmm.. lets see wad made me smile today/the past few days.
-when silvia offered to bring me food when i was bz copying lect notes*coz i was late*, while everyone was out for their break.
-when my little cousins said,"celia jie jie, u wanna go shopping with us tmr?"
-when my grandma gave a big smile when me n sam sam gave her an angbao becoz its her birthday today.
-when benny very forgivingly not kicked up a big fuss when i lost his hp. 6670 lei. sigh. i feel so bad i can cry.
-when my mum tried to spend time with me watching dvd when both my younger siblings r out.
-when kerlin very kindly gave me a lift back the past few days.
-when jac agreed to go with me all the way to thomson plaza to walk arnd.
=)
2 Comments:
sunshine, loneliness gets to me all the time especially in the night, before i sleep and/or after i wake up.
but the good thing is keeping yourself busy with school, with family, with work, with friends.
time passes very fast and before you know it, hey, it's another day gone.
like right now, in the comfort of my own room, blog-surfing when i should be studying with my friend jw, i am enjoying my own company in the midst of my fridge, toaster oven, ham and cheese sandwich, milk and your blog.
lonely? give me a call? two lonely old girls can gossip and time passes faster.
wahahhaa okie! i think im gettin used to bein alone liao. kindaa startin to embrace it! m enjoyin spendin time with me, i myself more n more.
whee~~
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